CRAIG: PLEASE DON'T READ THIS, I LOVE YOU

Odd. I just crawled onto my bed and cried so hard I could barely breathe for anout 10 minutes. Like little wheezing noises and gasp, and choking and shit. DO you want to know why? Of course you do , because you are an extemison of my overactove imagination and I declare you shall. My boyfriend tried to get ahold of me on my cell to meet me for the car show, and I didn't have it on. Silly, huh? I don't know. I just have been getting these crying jags for like no reason. I mean I miss him gobs, but not really enough to get depressed that I maybe won't see him today, despite the fact I saw him last night, and I am probably going to see him tonight as well. You want to know what the worst part was? I didn't have anyone to talk to. I didn't have anybody to tellme that I was silly and it was alright, and laugh so icould laugh with them too. I am crying again. I am feeling like this again. I just want to go to bed and sleep forever with Craig, the only person who cares anymore. I am so scared of losing him, you can't even begin to understand. Ihope hedoesn't read this, he is going to think I am obsessed with him. You can't really blame me though, can you? Everyone wants to be close to the sun, the warmth. Everyone wants to eat. I'm not making sense anymore. I need to go and sob some more.

Quote for the Entry: "We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love." ~Author Unknown For Craig and me, because it justy seemed to perfect, annd made me feel a little bit better.