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Feeling: Calm. Loving my life. |
Eating: Um... life?
Wearing: Jeans, black tank top with built in bra, lavender panties, eith a little sleeping kitty on them, my claddagh, green choker and matching earrings, contacts, vestiges of the day's make-up, black belt.
Listening to: *Hummmmrumblerumblerumble* It's my washing machione making contented noises.
Chatting with: Keeping my own counsel.
Thinking: "I need to concentrate on my posture more."
Remembering: Dave's tongue ring.
Glad for: My ability to move past fear into growth.
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Today is: 2002-11-24 - @ 5:23 p.m.
Procrastinator's Ramblings all time - is relative
I have a final tommorow, and I really should be studying. But I'm not.
I bother myself sometimes. I joke and call myself the Queen of Detachment, but it's true. I don't even know if what I feel anymore is real, the base emotion, the honest emotion. Not because I am trying to hide how I feel, I just detach myself to see things from a different perspective, one that isn't muddled by previous emotions or involvements on a personal level. As soon as I think of something, I almost immediately ask myself why I thought that or what spurned that on or what this reveals about my current psychological/spiritual/mental state. It is really hard for me to get angry anymore, I just don't care. Ben said something, and it offended me, but as soon as I realized it offended me, I was over it. I just realized he didn't mean it like that, and even if he did, it didn't change me. I just didn't care. Is that a good thing? Am I missing out on something?
Ok, ok, enough procrastinating, I reeeaaally need to go study pour l'examen final dans le classe de francais demain. Merci!!!
Quote for the Entry: "Procrastination is like masturbation. At first it feels good, but in the end you're only screwing yourself." ~Author Unknown
Is that really that bad of a thing?
all time - is relative