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Feeling: Calm. Loving my life. |
Eating: Um... life?
Wearing: Jeans, black tank top with built in bra, lavender panties, eith a little sleeping kitty on them, my claddagh, green choker and matching earrings, contacts, vestiges of the day's make-up, black belt.
Listening to: *Hummmmrumblerumblerumble* It's my washing machione making contented noises.
Chatting with: Keeping my own counsel.
Thinking: "I need to concentrate on my posture more."
Remembering: Dave's tongue ring.
Glad for: My ability to move past fear into growth.
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Today is: 2003-03-05 - @ 9:32 p.m.
5 days is a long time all time - is relative
Dynamomystic: I am so fucking pissed right now.
Wolfbrother92: do you need a hug
Dynamomystic: No, I need a gun.
Wolfbrother92: what happened!
Wolfbrother92: i'm good at these things
Dynamomystic: I'm feeling really underappreciated and taken advantage of by Mike.
Dynamomystic: As hard as it may be to believe, I am a very self sacrificing person when it comes to relationships.
Wolfbrother92: i believe you
Dynamomystic: Mike has barely given me affection in return.
Wolfbrother92: so you feel that he's not keeping his end of the bargain
Dynamomystic: And the affection he does give me is purely phsyical.
Dynamomystic: I don't believe he even really cares about me.
Wolfbrother92: so, just tell him that: you feel unappriciated, you'd like more from him, and that you feel he really doesn't care anymore
Dynamomystic: He is just horny, and I convenietly care about him.
Dynamomystic: I have.
Dynamomystic: Nothing has come from it except to make him moody.
Wolfbrother92: it seems that this is taking a turn for the worse
Dynamomystic: And I care too much about him to bring it up again, for like the 5 time.
Dynamomystic: Then this stupid fucking thing with the dance.
Wolfbrother92: oh boy
Wolfbrother92: he really needs to hear this from someone other than you, i think
Dynamomystic: I love going to dances. I love dressing up and spending time with my friends. And he knows this. But he doesn't want to go to this one.
Dynamomystic: I don't know.
Dynamomystic: SO he says I can go with someone else.
Wolfbrother92: ok....hold on
Dynamomystic: Don't you dare repeat this to him.
Wolfbrother92: let me get this straight
Wolfbrother92: does he know you love going to dances and dressing up and spending time with friends
Dynamomystic: he does
Wolfbrother92: but he doesn't want to go to the dance
Wolfbrother92: so it sounds like he doesn't really care what you want
Wolfbrother92: so if he doesn't go, who were you planning on taking
Dynamomystic: I had a bunch of plans, but they all fell through.
Dynamomystic: So I ended up spending today scrambling for a date.
Wolfbrother92: did you get one
Dynamomystic: Nick Jacobs asked a freshman that ended up not being able to go. So I asked him, and he said no, on mike's account. He'd go with a freshy, but not with me.
Dynamomystic: And I told Mike and he laughed.
Dynamomystic: "Well, I geuss you can't get a date because of me."-Mike
Wolfbrother92: there is something seriously wrong with him
Dynamomystic: "Yeah, I guess so. I really wanted to go. I figure I won't go now."-Me
Dynamomystic: "Oh, that sucks. I gotta go now."-Mike
Dynamomystic: "Will you be on later tonite?"-Me
Dynamomystic: he replied: "Nah."
Dynamomystic: Guess who's on right now?
Dynamomystic: I am so fucking pissed
You'll get more later. As you can tell. I am so fucking pissed.
Quote for the Entry: "Look around you, there are all these guys that would treat you so much better. WHy are you still with him?" -Ariel.
all time - is relative