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Feeling: Calm. Loving my life.
Eating: Um... life?
Drinking:Dasani water
Wearing: Jeans, black tank top with built in bra, lavender panties, eith a little sleeping kitty on them, my claddagh, green choker and matching earrings, contacts, vestiges of the day's make-up, black belt.

Listening to:
*Hummmmrumblerumblerumble* It's my washing machione making contented noises.
Chatting with:
Keeping my own counsel.
Thinking: "I need to concentrate on my posture more."
Remembering: Dave's tongue ring.
Glad for: My ability to move past fear into growth.

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Today is: 2003-03-10 - @ 9:56 p.m.
Mm....human musk

all time - is relative
I'm sorry you guys, I am going to be super busy this week, I have finals and SOO much work to make up, it would be funny if it wasn't happening to me. But it is, so stop your laughing, punkass.

This weekend was...one of the wierder weekends I've had lately, and keep in mind they have all been pretty damn weird. On Saturday Travis (Exboyfriend who contacted me a few days ago after a failed suicide attempt. The only ex-boyfriend I've ever had who I couldn't manipulate, at all. Because he would do the exact same to girls and so by mutual agreement, neither of us try to manipulate the other. We're just straight up with each other. We just respect each other too much for that shit. Plus, we can't. We can see through each other like wet paper.) came down for a visit, the first time I've seen him in almost 2 years. He got taller, buffer, tanner, more self-assured, mature, and just generally better. Apparently I did too, because when we saw each other, 2 jaws dropped. Anyways, he showed up as my dad was bringing in my brand-new cherrywood bedroom set (It's sooo goregous, more later.) so he helped with that. I'm so nice, I swear, he comes down to see me and I put him to work. So we eventually get everything set up aand Ariel shows up. She knows Travis too, so it was a great big reunion. Ok, I am going to cut to the chase, because my hands are getting tired (Like I haven't heard THAT before...). Travis and I ended up making out on my brand-new bed. He would stop every so often and just gently touch my face and whisper to me how beautiful I am. It was nice. He left his jacket here and I brought it to school, as a sort of security blanket. You know what I mean... The comforting aroma of male. There isn't anything that can compare.

So I got a new bedroom set that is drop dead goregous. Ariel decides to use it as an excuse to redecorate my room completely. We decide to go with a definte peacock theme, deep rich colors that set off the wood.

After we finish sewing everything, my room will look my SUCH a porn set. I'll get pictures.

That tenor I quoted last entry is absolutely enamored with me. He's a major sweet heart, but I have absolutely nooo romantic feelings for him what so ever. Poor boy, he doesn't know what he's trying to gget into.

I love my new room.

Travis loves being bitten.

Quote for the Entry: "Ooohh...wow...Damn I've missed you..." -Travis


all time - is relative

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